Top2Bottom Reviews
You will feel differently about this depending on whether you believe a person can change or not. I personally think a person can change, but not their overall personality. As such, the change Christian made in this story for Alec instead of for himself made me cringe. Christian was always insecure about his relationship with Alec. So when he saw the guy on his back with another man on top of him, kissing him, Christian let his jealousies rule his actions. He ran off, and is gone for six months, having left everything behind. When he comes back, he has some apologizing to do. Not just to his friends and his workplace for abandoning them, but for assuming Alec was a willing participant in the scene Christian saw. Slowly, they start talking and hopefully rebuilding their relationship. I don’t know if this was about trust more than it was about the two men changing the way their relationship had been before. Christian had dominated their sex life with his bulkier body while Alec had been the submissive bottom. Now, they rethink their positions. Or, more to the point, Alec seems to be making all the decisions, and Christian going along with it out of guilt and hope of reconciliation. And this is the point where the appeal went out the window for me. I’m not saying two guys couldn’t switch up their roles in the bedroom, but this just didn’t feel natural to me. Don’t get me wrong. The characters are solid, the plot moves forward well, and the sex is hotter than hot. But when Christian made this change for Alec, changing who he was for another person instead of for himself, it just didn’t sit well with me. What I’d like is to see another book with these two men, to see if they actually are still together a year from now. As it is, I find it unlikely. Nonetheless, find out for yourself if you agree or disagree with my assessment. This is a short story, so you won’t have a hard time with it. I do recommend this for two reasons: For the sex and for making me think about personal change, the reasons involved, and if and when a person can actually accomplish this.